Unexplained Connection
Life is so ironic, it throws so many unexpected grits which you have no idea where is it coming from. The equations that have been unsolved or simply untouched for years, finally start getting a hint. The scrambled feeling starts finding its way, everything twitches into a new path. Yet, I don’t understand why and how this happens, something that wasn’t there till yesterday ends up being here right next to us, as the biggest part of our life, the focal point of our reality. Some changes are so hastily wild, yet provide most serene pace to your life. Do you remember or have been through this, you are into someone so soon and so easily, keeping yourself into a drastic amaze.
You start doing and experiencing the things, you thought you’ll never do or won’t simply happen to you. We all have those secrets, pain and the sad stories tagged in our heart, veiled inside with the thought that no one can or will ever understand it. Hitherto, the things that are not shared with people whom you know for years, you share them with someone who just appeared in your life a few months before. The connection you didn’t find after knowing and acknowledging people from the infinite moments, you get that connection with someone whom you haven’t even met properly.
“What is it? Is it even real, can this even happen?” aren’t these the questions revolving around your head, when something like this happens! The fact that your mind and heart start contrasting, yet that exhilaration keeps evolving. And you end up with something that doesn’t even have a name to it, “STRANGERS? — ARE WE?” “FRIENDS? — ARE WE?” or “ARE WE INTO SOMETHING DEEP? — CAN WE?” But wait, do you even wanna give a name to it?! Or you want your status to be confused? When all these things keep spinning all over, there comes another slight anxious feeling of fear, the fear that it will end, whatever is there for now.
Listen, the fear you have, you have, if somebody has to leave, s/he will leave! The moment you have for now is your current reality! More importantly, why are you with that person? Why do you have that instead connection? “WHY? HOW? FOR WHAT?” aren’t these the questions you have, and want answers to all these choirs. But, think about it, are you placing your doubts at the right place? Have you asked or tired asking your choirs to the varied person? Life is full of mystery, you never know what will happen, how it will happen and for what! Whatever comes around you, has come for you, if you don’t hold it, it will go away, and may not return, and even if it does it may not remain to be yours anymore!
Appreciate everything around you !!
Anu K.C
The British College
BBA(Level 6)
